It’s a delicate balance. You know the one….independence versus relationship. One wrong move and you’ve slipped right off that tightrope. You don’t even know you’ve fallen until you hit the ground and then you realize what you lost all in the name of the other. Have you mastered it yet? Has anyone really mastered it?…
I just wasn’t ready. When I met him, I just wasn’t ready. I hadn’t thought about it for two years…..meeting someone again. Being someone again. I forgot to use my superpower, my invisibility cloak, the day I met him. But it was such a magical day, I didn’t want to be invisible that day. I…
You’ll always sacrifice something for something else. It’s like….the law. So, the next question is: What the fuck are you willing to sacrifice?
It’s so easy now to see the game. The game where men pretend to care and where I believe them. The game where I have to give of my nakedness just to get any prolonged interest. The game where I think if I just show a little more, they will want to know my soul.…
What if the purpose of this life, my life, is to never find happiness? That all things I desire are to be taken? Where I only get just a taste before it all turns sour? What if my purpose is to just be okay with that? Will I find happiness then?
His Pluto was on my moon. It’s equivalent to blowing up the side of a mountain with dynamite. Those tunnels don’t create themselves. They are man-made. I liked my mountain the way it was. It was solid. The sleeping giant has been awoken and it’s pissed. All of my desires, my needs, my dreams ,…
I could have sworn you felt the same about me as I felt about you. I didn’t even consider that I could have temporarily gone insane and made it all up in my mind. The mere fact that I knew what I knew and then I had no idea what the fuck was going on…
I know what a soul connection feels like. And I know the intensity that comes with that territory. I know the exhilaration when a soulmate finds me in this world of 7 billion people. I know the work it takes to unravel lifetimes of shit. I know the obsession that keeps us both returning and…
Sharks and Mermaids
I see a Mecca up ahead. The sun is almost set. The sky is mostly dark blue with some purple hues towards the horizon. An orange light lines the point where earth meets sky in the farthest direction I can see. There are lights glowing up ahead and down below. I realize I’m up on…
The desert is vast but I continue on. I’m tired, weak, but somehow finding the strength to KEEP GOING. Every step is an effort that I dig deep to find and somewhere I find it. I’m present enough to tune out the daunting trek. I’m not thinking about where I have been or where I…